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[04 Nov 2004|02:52pm] |
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Well im realy fuckin bored. all i do is sit here and do nothin all day cept watch babies. im so tired and so bored. i wish that i was with trina already so that i could hold her. i love her so much. she makes me so happy. well lets see what else???? o my fone got shut off a while ago and ill prolly never get the money to turn it back on so thats realy fuckin sucks and is realy fuckin upsetting. god im so fucking bored i wish that trina would call me or somethin i realy wanna talk to her i miss her so much but i know that shes realy realy busy so i dont wanna bother her or anythin. well my day is the fucking same all the time now so i dont have any more to post about. so this is it.
im okay,
im oKAAAAAAAAAAAAY,
im okay now,
but u realy need to listen to me,
because im telling u the truth,
i mean this,
im okay(trust me)
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[01 Nov 2004|01:04pm] |
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ALL IVE DONE MY ENTIRE LIFE IS TRY TO MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY AND NOW ALL IM GETTING IS ANGER FROM EVERYONE IF U HATE ME SO FUCKING MUCH THEN JUST LEAVE ME AND STOP TALKIN TO ME HELL I DONT KNOW MAYBE EVERYONE WOULD BE HAPPIER IF I JUST FUCKIN KILLED MY SELF RIGHT FUCKIN NOW THEN NO ONE WOULD HAVE ANY REASON TO BE UPSET OR MAD AT ANYONE THEN EVERYONE WOULD BE SO MUCH HAPPIER.
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[25 Sep 2004|02:38pm] |
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so ya this day kinda sucks. yesterday i called to go take that 4hr class so that i could go get my license and she said that there was a class today at 1 but i had to be there at 1245 so i told my dad and everything. so an hour or 2 before we had to go my dad went to the store to get food and stuff so then he comes home we bring the groceries in and cook breakfast then sit and hang out for a while. then the time came to start gettin ready and my dad asks if i seen his keys anywhere so we look around and he says i hope i didnt leave them in the car so i go down and there they are in the ignition with the door locked, son of a bitch. i had like 15 mins till we had to leave to make it there. so we call the locksmith ppl and they come out like half an hour to 45 mins later and unlocks the car. so i miss the class and get to sit here and do nothin and to top that sice i missed it this time that means that i get to miss more work so that i can take the class and get my license and loose more money. mother fucker this sucks. well atleast we put cable in my room and my dad went out and bought himself another playstation so that i can take mine back, thats the only thing thats realy happend today. plus i have to wait for trina to get home from spendin time with her mommy so that i can talk to her. well today is crappy yet ok.
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[21 Sep 2004|10:59pm] |
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well today i went back to work for the first time in a while. it was ok. i forgot to do a lot of things. but its ok i fixed it. then i came home after work sat around and stuff took a shower and then went to bed at like 815 and then woke up at 9 to talk to trina. shes summitting exams or whatever and im sittin here bein bored wishin i could download the right naruto episodes 10 and 11. trina keeps tellin me to buy them but i dont have any money which is the only reason y i go to work. umm lets see what else has been goin on???? nothin realy just sorta been hangin out bein bored. o ya me and my dad figured out a way to get cable in my room which basicaly consists of putting holes in the walls and fishing a cable to my room, thats cool tho cus its sorta like were helpin the ppl that we rent this place from cause theres no cable in any of the rooms and now were just makin it so that there is, lol. god i miss trina so much. andrew was right she is my enjoyment and i love it. and i think its safe to say that im her enjoyment as well. well i think that thats realy all for today. god my life is realy kinda boring.
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[19 Sep 2004|10:31pm] |
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trina says i feel sexy |
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well today was cool cus i got online and did nothin but set up stuff for m.e.(my enjoyment) lol. so i got on, dled aim, dled limewire so that i could listen to music and get videos and shit, adn i feel like im forgeting somethin. o well it obviously wasnt important. but so i did all that and i had my baby, trina, send me some wall papers and aim expressions. i love her so much. i cant wait to see her again. umm lets see what else did i do???? i dled some naruto eps and some music like from first to last and some unreleased stuff from taking back sunday. so i just been sittin here listnin to music and watchin naruto. well thats all i can think of that happend today so untill next time.
SHAKE IT LIKE A SALT SHAKER!!!!!!!!!!
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[17 Sep 2004|05:29pm] |
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so i just got back into jacksonville a little bit ago. its ok here. i have the comp now. oh and now i come back to work starting to come to a halt and with the possability that we just might be out a job and that realy sucks. but dads been lookin for work he says and that he doesnt wanna leave here so maybe when i get my license and a car ill start workin somewhere other than construction like at the mall in a music store or game store or maybe the suncoast there. i dunno. well more posts from me to come now that i got a comp and all. well we gotta go get the babies and i think were goin out to eat.
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[09 Sep 2004|10:59am] |
BITE TO BREAK SKIN
DONT GIVE THE SECRETS
MY STOIC FACE
BEATEN WITH PASSION
THE PHOENIX WILL DIE
INSIDE THE FIRESTORM
I AM THE SON
FOLLOW MY FOOTSTEPS
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[09 Sep 2004|10:46am] |
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 would be asleep if not for sam |
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well its like 1045 and everyone is at school. im so bored. i wish my lip would be cool and stop swelling up but it wont and its pissin me off. o ya for those of u who werent at gwens at the time and havent heard from trina i got my lip pierced. i got the new senses fail the other day and its awesome. and the dvd extras are funny too. i also bot the punisher the other day. god that movie is awesome.
ill take u to the top
of this building and just push u off
run down the stairs so that i can see ur face
as u hit the street.
sorry . that was sf. well ive run outa stuff to talk about so ima go.
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[02 Sep 2004|07:45am] |
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so ya its the earliest ive been up all week and im not tired for some reason and it kinda pisses me off. im glad that drew took today off so that we could hang out longer and so that i dont have to be bored and not play transformers because i beat it last night god damnit. well nothin else has realy been goin on i just been sittin around drews house playin transformers all day watin for him to get home. well ill post somethin more interesting some other time, but right now i have to go help drew play psi ops.
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[01 Aug 2004|07:27pm] |
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lets see, waht did i do today. well we went to down town denver to one of the other outdoor malls and walked around alot. twords the end we went to hot topic and i got me an atreyu shirt adn i got trina an inuyasha shirt. then we went to hte upstairs part and went to journeys where i got me a black and white pair of pumas so htat i can put the shoe laces trina got me for my birth day in them. then we went out to eat at this awesome place called wahoos fish taco. that place was so bad, they make it so that u can go in and put stickers up on the walls and then there were snowboards and skate board decks and surf boards all over the walls too. it was so fuckin amazing. well lets see. i leave for home tomorrow so ill be back in my bed and be able to talk to my baby trina the same amount as usual and not worry bout roaming or anythin. well thats about all thats happend so far today if anythin new happens ill make another post. if not then i wont be makin one for a while. cya
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[31 Jul 2004|10:13pm] |
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well lets see what did i do today? i woke up and me and my mom were the only ones up and we sat around and talked for a while. then she told me to go wake up my sis so i went up stairs and layed down on her so that all my weight was ontop of her mid section lol and she said i was crushing her ribs. we went down stairs and then we went to one of the outdoor mallsand chilled out for a while. went to a bunch of buddhist shops and stuff adn it was cool then we came home and took naps cus we were all tired then we went to dinner adn then to the mall. trina was kinda mad at me because i messed up but hopefully shes happy with me again, she seems like it. and now were sittin here watchin the rundown which is an extremely funny movie so far. hopefully trina gets back on soon. man i hope i get to see her and drew next weekend. drew says that all the tickets are expensive as hell which sucks and i realy hope trina comes too cus i realy wanna see both of them. well so far thats all thats happend and all i can realy think of to say so ill prolly make another entry tonight and some more tomorrow
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[30 Jul 2004|08:29am] |
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well i just woke up and im sittin here by my self listnin to atreyu-the curse wonderin if i should go wake up my sister by like jumpin on her bed and stuff. that would be fun
whos sleepin on my side of the bed tonight?
have u ever cried so hard?
baby u just died
man im bored. im watchin jungle book, the movie not the cartoon. man i wish trina was awake and online. i realy wanna talk to her. and andrew. and any of the other crew like scott. well ima stop rambling now.
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[30 Jul 2004|12:05am] |
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god i miss trina. i miss the way we can lay there together and do nothin but just hold eachother and be blissfully happy. i wish she was here with me right now. i wanna kiss her and hold her and just fall asleep with her. i love her so much. i love u baby. muah. <3
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[29 Jul 2004|11:44pm] |
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lets see what has happend since last weekend. well im up in colorado now with my mom. the plane rides were ok cept that the one to washington was just a little puddle jumper and it was small as hell i smacked my head on the top of the doorway getting on and then i had to tilt my head to the side so that it was resting on my shoulder and it was still dragging across the roof. its was such a tiny plane. then the flight from washington to denver was jsut plain long as hell but it was ok i guess. i made friends with this 20 yr old kid who looked not too much older than me who was sitting next to me. he was pretty cool. he writes songs and poetry. he had this realy realy thick book that he pulled out that was halfway filled with writings he did for fun and there were some bad ass drawings too. but ya he was cool. so then i got here finaly and my ass hurt from sitting so long and it hurt to walk but i was here finaly and then ofcourse i had to sit there again whal my sister got her stupid hair cut. but o well. well thats the most of whats happend today. not much. jsut alot of flieing around in planes.
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[24 Jul 2004|04:33am] |
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my god its been a while since i posted. well alots happend since ive left here. god i love makin money and bein right in the middle of my friends and my girl friend. ive missed all alot. although i wish that we could all live in the same general area so that i dont have to drive a billion hours to see either or. well lets see, im makin money now so thats awesome, specialy cus the fact that i was so used to bein broke whal i was here all this last school yr where as to now i am caryin $1,000 in my pocket, god thats such a great fealing. well lets see what else has happend , umm ppl hate me cus i have a girlfriend that they dont like but have never met. but hey im happy and thats what i feal is right. in all honestly andrew has been one of the only friends that has said that as long as i do what makes me happy hes fine with it and as long as i dont froget him, which i could never do, i mean that kid is like my brother, honestly, hes one of the few ppl who realy knows me and i could never forget him, i hope he knows that im not just doin this for any one reason, and that i am gonna come back to see him. well lets see what else? umm, its like quarter till 5 and im pretty much wide awake. i wish drew was still up tho so that we could still hang out. god im gonna miss hangin with him and seein him every day. i hope that me and him end up getting old and dieing together. umm what else, me and trina are great dispite some ppls best efforts to make it the exact opposite, which is awesome because shes realy fun and she makes me happy and i love her. umm i know ive only talked about a select few, ok like 2, ppl in this entry but that doesnt mean ive forgotten anyone else i still love u guys and i dont wanna loose u guys in this process called growing up so i hope that u ppl some how keep in touch. ill figure out somethin in the near future hopefully. well ima go turn on the tv and see whats on cus im wide awake. this new mountain dew stuff is amazing cept it sucks that they only sell it at taco bell cus if they sold it in stores i would have so many 2 liters right now its not even funny. well peace out guys and till next time. night
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[23 May 2004|01:42pm] |
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man this weekend was awesome. the fata atreyu show was fuckin amazing. i had so much fun. yesterday was pretty cool too, we went to the beach and hung out for a few hours and these kids called us again on the payphone askin for robert and tryin to fuck with us but we fucked with them and it was amazing. then we went to the dbm broken image show and that was fun. there was an obsticle course that i owned in, i beat andrew like 50 times and then i beat him blind folded and it was amazing. so ya broken image is actualy not all that bad. well thats all thats happend this weekend so peace out bitches.
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[18 May 2004|02:36pm] |
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bad ass mother fuckers!!!!
i got me an awesome vegeta layout and it rocks hardcore, thanks brina, its amazing.
so ya andrews over here and were goin to the beach so talk to u guys later.
peace.
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[16 May 2004|10:36pm] |
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well im back home, and realy realy bored. man this weekend was amazing. it was the most ive done in a while, and it was awesome. i hope the next few weekends are as cool as this one was cus that would be an awesome way to leave here for a few months after school is over. well lets see.... we actualy got madlibs and thats awesome cus its so funny and amazing. and like i said im just sittin here realy realy bored at home now wishin i was hangin out with ppl or somethin but i got gay school tomorrow. well i cant realy think of anythin else so this is it for now. talk at u guys later. peace
-fasty-
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[16 May 2004|12:14am] |
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man today was fun. me and drew hung out all day and we went to the beach with my 2 new friends nicole and crystal, theyre cool. so we hung out at the beach all day then my fone was like goin dead so i put it on the charger and we sat watchin the ring, bad ass movie, and then kalen, another new friend, came over and we went to see brian at his work and nicole and crystal went home and then kalen hung out with us for like a total of like 5 mins and then took us back home and went home. so we sat around bein bored so me and drew got some taco bell and then we out on a search for one of the most awesomeist things ever, mad libs, but no store caries that shit and that was gay cus we fuckin walked all the way up to walgreens and then to publics and then cvs and that was far as hell. then we were tired and bored so we waited for nicole to come get us from publics, thanks by the way, i almost died triein to cross fuckin manatee on the way there so u pretty much saved my life, and took us to spencers party which had far too many ppl in it and sice i dont drink anymore i was kinda bored so we came home and im ready to go to sleep so ill talk to u guys later. peace.
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[15 May 2004|11:24am] |
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god im realy tired. i went to bed some time after like 3 lastnight and like got up a few times. once at 8 when scott was leavin adn then drew woke me up at like 9 somethin, so i didnt realy sleep much. well ya so last night was fun. i enjoy hangin with my friends and shit and watchin brian hump drew, whal drews asleep, with his ass hangin out and then run like hell when drew jumps up to woop his ass, lol that was funny. last night was just full of fun. well im gonna go lay back down and try to get a bit more sleep. talk to u guys later. peace.
-fasty-
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